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You turn to your left 
All is silent 
Listening to the deafening morning light 
All is quiet 
Tasting the warmth that peeks so brightly over the hills 
Standing still feeling the weightlessness of your past 
Solid as a rock 
Smelling the possibilities of your future 
Thoughts provoke you 
Wondering when you’ll loathe the rain once more 
Pondering 
When the willow tree will cease to mourn 
Your naked eyes 
Vividly watch the children at play 
Blinded 
By holding their mistakes at bay 
Running free 
Through the meadows of adolescence 
Arms spread open 
Picking the wildflowers of adulthood 
Flames of fire 
Burn your vulnerabilities to love 
Higher the flames rise 
Due to the secrets of desires 
Dishonesty is chained inside its cage 
For secrets have the loudest temptations 
Loyalty sits quietly in the long grass 
Waiting patiently for its next victim 

You turn to your right 
All is peaceful 
Dreams dance with fantasies 
All is delicious 
With the warmth that consumes you 
Walking though the forest 
Touching the hopes that grow on vines 
Calmly stepping 
Plucking memories off the trees 
Laying upon 
The grass that playfully tickles your smile 
Resting 
As the tasks that lay ahead race through your mind 
Elfish creatures come toward you 
Not wanting your busy thoughts 
Quickly running 
Not wanting to stop 
You glance back at the gorgeous paradise 
Where childhood never ends 
And adulthood is nothing more than a forgotten dream 
A tear trickles down your cheek 
Knowing you can never go back 
Then suddenly you stop 

Now you are looking down 
No sound 
No warmth 
The piercing silence of age has faced you 
The decay of your body has begun 
Though all through life you did not realize 
That you are living and dieing at the same time 
That life can never stay kept in childhood 
That life can never cease at adulthood 
Wanting the magic pill of adolescence 
While deception hands them to you 
Humility is now your shadow 
And death is following you at every corner 
So cold and dark here 
No comfort from a friend of lover 
And you blindly begin to walk 
Walk a path to where you won’t wake 
You being to stumble 
Towards a path of judgment 
You glare mindlessly at a hole 
Not realizing what it is 
Fresh suit smells like heaven 
And you kneel down to taste it 
Relief is beckoning you 
Time has wilted away 
You finally lye down for rest 
Not knowing this may be your final hour 

Now you are looking up 
All you can see is dirt 
Breathing in the motionless air 
Coughing over the memories you once had 
You feel helpless 
Not one part of you body you can will to move 
Scared 
Realizing you can’t even open your eyes 
You lay thick 
Six feet underground 
Wishing you could return to the east 
Or even the west 
Anything to feel the wind at your feet 
Desperate to taste the rain once more 
Tough you cannot see time 
You can feel the age of the roots 
That lay tangled together holding you in place 
And you begin to pray 
Not one expression comes forth on your cold face 
And you being to scream 
Not one sound, one breath can escape you motionless lips 
And you lay there waiting 
Feeling your old freind-time return to you 
The things you loathed cannot come to you here 
In this box 
Underground 
All is silent 
Memories begin to fade 
Dreams cease to come 
Now you cannot remember if you’re dead or alive 
But you do remember you did live 

Now there is no where to turn 
Then a seed of knowledge grows in your mind 
That maybe you aren’t dead 
That you never died 
That maybe you aren’t alive 
That you never lived 
That no boundaries surrounded you 
That no feelings bounded you 
That you merely exist 
And the misconception of life after death is in its own way meaning 
Mortality 
You are 
You can just be 
And soon all vision around comes into view 
Dark is now light 
Smell is regained 
And taste is vibrant 
The paradise in which you left so suddenly 
Now consumes all your senses 

Now you turn in every way 
And take in all directions 
Laying upon 
The grass that playfully tickles your smile 
Resting 
This time not thinking about the tasks that lay ahead 
Wisdom has now grown inside you 
Ready to be born 
And innocent child 
Of your broken and mended pieces 
Of your knowledge and truth 
Of you 
All is silent 
Listening to the morning light 
All is quiet 
Tasting the warmth that peeks so brightly over the hills 
All is peaceful 
Dreams dance with fantasies 
All is delicious 
With the warmth that consumes you 
Walking through your forest 
Touching the hopes that grow on vines 
Calmly stepping 
Plucking memories off the trees 
And you look straight up once more 
And walk faster 
Higher 
Wiser 
Than ever before 

Poetry


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